Thingz have been okay. I mean since the last time you heard from me thingz must muy bueno poque I have natha to complain about. I'm in the light! Im headed in the right direction and i can feel that God acknowledged my drive within life to not let it get the best of me...This Time Around. I'm headed back to doin me, not lookin for nobody to comfort me or be a friend (these things surround me ) I just want to be alone for a lil while and focus on what i have in front of me...great advantages against those who don't want to see me prosper...who cares.....
I miss Michael still something awful. I find myself crying about it still and itz just too bad another human being took his life and it wasn't a natural cause. I mean any cause is bullshit about him being gone!! I miss him and I think about him alot. I use to use his music to get away and release within and now I hear his music and i fight to release at all......his voice is comforting and yet painful to listen too. Im empty inside and nobody knowz it pero mi! y mj fanz tambien mucho amor Katie, thursty, lisa jackosn, MJ natz, and selena....john and mjcool, lorina, adele, and ivin, malc jennings and Pretty brown eyes and jax, tito (sarah) and Aunt niki from mjsony chat. Tarts, jen and trey, heartbreaker and GWN (great white north) the gloved one and Mr. Michael Jackson, all the mj amigoz y amigaz Ive met around the world from the beginning.....remember the time.
