ATL ...well naw!

Since I've gotten to ATL, life has given me the shit. (We've Had Enough) Thats how I feel. I've lost a best freind. Lost a girlfriend. Went to jail found a record. I CAN say that I've learned alot in goin' through all of this. learning (again) who I can and cannot trust. Atlanta is really a small place. Everyone knows someone too close too home. I swear I've seen everyone I was in jail with. Those on the street and those who aint tryna change. A good chance they headed back. I've hated I forgave. I've cried (R.I.P Michael Jackson) and I've fought. Said my peace and bounced!!

I'm blessed still though. God has been great to me as satan claimed he was goin' to drag me under. I kept my eye on God, and was in the right. I did not do anything to any1 and I feel like thats why I'm in the good and doin even better. Everyone else around me seems so lonely, and Im not.

I got a beautiful new girlfreind, who happened to be a HUGE Michael Jackson fan as well and I couldn't ask for more. I believe Michael Jackson is the reason we met and God gave us one another to help each other lay Michael down to rest. *sighs* It's been hard pero Im here ya dig!

Michael Jackson

When your life was a 'Thriller' and they seem'd to understand, it was then the true fans seperated from the rest of the world -

I loved you the moment I heard you sing

stayed around to hear all that you'd bring

Never betrayed you through rumors and lies

all i ever did was feel your pain within my cries

J.Child is one of your biggest fans

here to push on forward with your plans

to change the world and make a better place

for you me and the entire human race.

Michael you would have loved to know

that you really helped the world grow

The fans all miss you

and of course I do to

The media says better things about you

although the fans always knew you were true

Your name is spoken of across the universe

everyone knows at least one meaningful verse

Some of the fans feel over shadowed now

because the rest of the world claims they know now

how everything you stood for wasn't anything bad, dangerous, or bizare, and that you really are the King Of MUSIC. So much influence. I love you Michael Jackson alwayz and forever.

Been gone too long

I feel like within these 2months of what was suppose to be a transformation of a new beginning and a change in my life have took hell detours onto wrong paths and even roads to broken hearts. I've lost one of the greatest motivations within my life, MICHAEL JACKSON.

I'm in a struggle to cope with this sudden loss, and trying to figure out how to keep going. I know Michael's music help'd me to keep goin' in life & thank GOD he gave alot to last throughout years and years of pain. Even long after he's gone. I must keep my head up and push forward. Keeping the King Of Pop alive!

R.I.P Michael J. Jackson 1958 - 2009