Thankful...pero It aint over yet!

I'm not the type of person to take thingz for granted because you'll never know when they could be gone. Only thing I took for granted was my health. Assured it was mine yesterday I got one hell of a scare when I had to go to the Emergency Room (ER) do to pain in my chest that I had been brushing off for a long time now. I've been diagnosed with Costochondritis since I was 15. A mild case that my doctor made me to believe would go away and I'm healthy again. So I never followed up after 2006 when an ambulance rushed me to a Texas hospital.

Now look at me. The situation is worse and more serious then I had imagined. Doctors did a series of test on me yesterday. Heart test, blood test, X-rays and further more a radioactive nuclear test to assure I had no blood clots in my lungs. I prayed laying there waiting for the results. I cried waiting to the results. I got angry at myself while waiting for the results. I missed my mother so much waiting for these results. I stress & worries too mucho, now look at my results. There is no written or known cause to the disability I have called Chronic Costochondritis, and doctors still can't rule out if I have Lupus or not yet. I'm just thankful to be here still today, and able to leave a piece of me behind before its too late. I know my battle with my health is far from over, pero God is Good! -Amen